KCKiller

I'm just never happy anymore, the sadness is slowly starting to take over again. My fake smile is finally starting to fade, my hands start to shake, my strength begins to break. My heart begins to race, my anxiety starts to take hold. How I never want to be on my own. Without you this is who I am, when I'm alone.

I always knew she was beautiful I just never wanted to admit that it's true. She's had you wrapped around her fingers since the beginning, I just never knew. what could I do? I never wanted to believe it, I never wanted to see the truth. I lost my faith in you, the 10th time around. so why am I still here now? I love everything about you, but that's not always enough. Even I could stick around for a few more years, but I'm just not that tough anymore. whether you like it or not. I'll always be here, probably for you, whether you need me or not. but I know I'll never have your love, because I'm not the right one. for you

An almost eighteen year old girl, caught standing. Arms at my sides, feet flat on the ground in the middle of the road. Straight colorful hair, shorter than it was a year before. One small freckle below the right eye, A small silver stud in my nose, A few scars some from my childhood, and some from stupidity. Tan arms, small hands and slim fingers with a diamond ring on the right middle finger. A small mouth, with two lip piercings, without lip-gloss , without a smile. Brown eyes, wide open and unguarded, Alert in spite of a series of sleepless nights. An expression that's hard to pin down. -Part longing, part sorrow, part ho

I want to tell you about everything, but I can't because I couldn't stand for you to have that look on your face all the time. I just need you to look at me, and think that I'm okay. I just really need that from you.

It seems like not that long ago I first laid eyes on you. I can still feel my heart pounding in my chest like it was yesterday. I had never seen such beauty, never felt such a raw emotion as I did the night I met you. It seems like only last week we were drunkenly lying in each others arms having our first kiss. The memories of falling asleep cuddling in the afternoons are still so vivid. Our love affair may have been deemed unacceptable to some, but to me it was romantic and passionate, one of the most important thing to happen in my life so far. My feelings for you have only grown stronger since the day we met and they continue to bl

I remember you came by my house one day and you just wanted to say hey, but I simply pushed you away. The way God formed you was like clay, when all he asked was for to obey. All I could do was feel happy until she slapped me, the zapped me with her love that never ends. You to me is like the shade from the sun it's too hot for me to run. You to me is like the snow outside, you make me shiver deep inside. So your like a off and on switch, which one shall be hitched. Which one will hurt more the love you gave me or the one that belongs to the whore. I put a lock on my door and a peephole to stay away from you people, or just to see who's at my

Don't you know that you're taking her for granted? She's not going to be there for you for long if you're never there for her Why don't you call her every once in a while, see if she's okay She'll appreciate it more than you think Show her that you truly love her, tell her she's your everything Just prove to her that she means something to you 'Cause right now she may feel unappreciated Right now she may feel useless So prove to her that she's special Prove to her that she's the only one for you 'Cause you could be slowly losing her While you spend your time doing nothing Meet up with her every once in a while Before she walks aw

Even though your heart is grieving Look into the sky and keep believing 'Cause you know that deep down through all the pain There will be a day when you are free again I was there when life turned to death I was there when you breathed your last breath Now I am here with a look full of fear Too scared to move, my eyes filled with tears I watch you walk, amazed at the sight As you follow the trail of light You turn around and smile at me You say that you have been set free You start to walk towards the light Then all is silent, an empty night I stare in wonder, my mouth is dry Tears trickle down my face, As I whisper Goodbye

Can't we just pretend? That we're all just okay? Can't we just pretend? That we don't all just fake it? Can't we act? Like actresses on stage? Or like this is all a dream? And soon we'll wake up and it'll be okay? Do we really have to talk about the bad? I want to see the good... Or just imagine it I need a brand new world A fresh start Can't we just pretend? That life never happened? Can't we just pretend? That this isn't the end

dont tell me how to look. dot tell me how im supos to feel. because in my mind, your not reel you try to controll everything in sight, but im not something you can controll this nite hereing your opinions nice and voiceing your opinon is always fine, but you only need to voice your opinion once or twice. your not me, and im not you so stop controlling what i do i have a brain, got thoughts to and do  try to change you? this is who i am, this is my look go ahead and wright your own book! because you are you, and i am me, becides you cant change my personality i try to bite my tung, and here you out even if i wato screem and shout because

Half tempted Tempted to unmask the truth Tempted to disappear Fade into the back Drown out the noise To not think and just waste away Half tempted to deteriorate Fall apart Destroy myself Walking alone On the lonely walk Peaceful with the knowledge Letting the melody bring me closer And pull me back Like the tide of a full moon Truth is I can't breathe I can't feel my fingers Or the heat of life It all hurts So I'm always Half tempted Always tempted

Reality slapped me in the face. Nothing is perfect, Nothing is correctable. I thought my life was perfectly rounded and nothing was needed. But I figured out, IT ISN'T. Friends are hurt. They think they are hated. They need a vital surgery. They need someone to love. I try to make it better. But all I get are tears. Salty tears of cold reality. I'm not the popular type. I'm not like by lots. I have my "h8rz" And they have to deal with ME. Les gens aiment mon âme immortelle, mais je me sens sombrer. J'ai besoin de quelqu'un pour me conduire à la vie, mais les gens peuvent être irréfléchie. Je suppo